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this is how i feel

by Justin Jarmacz

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no words 01:44
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i know i can be hard to deal with but please just tell me you feel this too do you understand just what you could do to me? do you get it yet? id be lost if you ever leave me so please dont leave me just please dont leave me i know it can get tough yeah, sometimes but if you trust in me then youll always be mine do you understand just what you could do to me? do you get it yet? id be lost if you ever leave me so please dont leave me all alone cause i cant do this all on my own
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grateful 02:32
can you see through me like you used to? and will it be the same as it used to? no NO! Well that's how it goes... will you still love me even if I wrong you? cause i wrote these songs to show you that I care and that I'm trying and that I'm sorry if I ever do anything that ever makes you feel bad cause you dont deserve that when all that you wanna do is just push me through this life ive been given and I am so grateful oh i am so grateful so grateful for you oh i am so grateful so grateful
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Rebekah Leigh please look at me oh Rebekah Leigh please look at me cause i just need some of your attention Rebekah Leigh please speak to me oh Rebekah Leigh please point to me cause i just need some direction Rebekah Leigh please come to me oh Rebekah Leigh please come to me cause i just need all of your affection
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ramble 01:20
with everything good comes something bad because alongside anything wonderful in life always follows something sad because whenever you get to a point where you feel content you seem to realize there was always a point either before or after that point that you resent because it seems as if no matter what you have there always and i mean always seems to be something that you lack because whenever you spend your time always asking questions it seems to leave your consciousness just a little restless because spending life in search of answers to me at least has always appeared to be one of humanities cancers and as terrible as any of the things that you might see sometimes youve just gotta let things be
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worth less 02:33
no why am i alive? whats the point anymore? cause i i am restless and senseless i feel useless fucking worthless so why? why do i lie? why do i cry? why do i even try? and again, why am i alive? could you tell me, just whats the fucking point? im a whiner im a faker im an idiotic lazy risk taker im a stupid drug abuser ive got no money im a loser and im worth less you all me feel worthless why am i so fucking worthless? what makes me WORTH LESS? fuck...
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forget it 02:32
will these words serve a purpose or will i just waste my breath? am i living for the moment or just counting down my death? cause i feel angry and tired from losing all these friends i know this isnt the beginning but im hoping that this isnt the end of everything that i believe oh cause i feel broken from all the shitty things that ive seen so i sing la da da da da la da da da da da da la da da da da da da la da da da da da da and it goes la da da da da la da da da da da da oh no cause ive seen people ive cared for just turn to enemies and so called friends who wrong me leave me with fucked memories and ive seen people i know just die from substance and ive seen people i love give themselves up for nonsense and i dont get it ill never get it but i wont forget it and youll never get it so just forget it so just forget it
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again 02:44
but why does it always have to be this way every night? cause i just want to move past this all cause i dont really wanna fight anymore cause i just want to be together forever and ever cause i cant see you with a broken heart or spirit no not ever no never again again again again it all happens all over again but you and me both know we have so much potential to be better but you and me are gonna have to learn to get along and work this all out if we want to be be together forever and ever cause we wont ever have a broken heart or spirit no not ever no never again
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as it may 05:56
you have my heart you have my soul you have my body you have my thoughts so take me away take me as far away as you can from here just give me your hand and i swear to god ill help you through anything and i mean anything but dont you ever leave me alone dont you dare ever leave me alone cause with//out YOU ID C R U M B L E TO P I E C E S

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released May 5, 2016

All music written, recorded, and produced by Justin Jarmacz.

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Justin Jarmacz Syracuse, New York

I write and produce all of this music myself. It's my favorite thing to do.

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