this is how i feel

by Justin Jarmacz

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released May 5, 2016

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Track Name: please, don't
i know i can be hard to deal with
but please just tell me you feel this too

do you understand just what you could do to me?
do you get it yet?
id be lost if you ever leave me

so please dont leave me
just please dont leave me

i know it can get tough
yeah, sometimes
but if you trust in me
then youll always be mine

do you understand just what you could do to me?
do you get it yet?
id be lost if you ever leave me

so please dont leave me all alone
cause i cant do this all on my own
Track Name: grateful
can you see through me like you used to?
and will it be the same as it used to?

no
NO!
Well that's how it goes...

will you still love me even if I wrong you?
cause i wrote these songs to
show you that I care
and that I'm trying
and that I'm sorry if I ever

do anything that ever makes you feel bad
cause you dont deserve that
when all that you wanna do is
just push me through
this life ive been given

and I am so grateful
oh i am so grateful
so grateful for you
oh i am so grateful
so grateful
Track Name: Rebekah Leigh
Rebekah Leigh
please look at me
oh Rebekah Leigh
please look at me
cause i
just need
some of
your attention

Rebekah Leigh
please speak to me
oh Rebekah Leigh
please point to me
cause i
just need
some
direction

Rebekah Leigh
please come to me
oh Rebekah Leigh
please come to me
cause i
just need
all of
your affection
Track Name: ramble
with everything good comes something bad
because alongside anything wonderful in life
always follows something sad
because whenever you get to a point where you feel content
you seem to realize there was always a point
either before or after that point that you resent
because it seems as if no matter what you have
there always and
i mean always seems to be
something that you lack
because whenever you spend your time always asking questions
it seems to leave your consciousness just a little restless
because spending life in search of answers to me at least
has always appeared to be one of humanities cancers
and as terrible as any of the things that you might see
sometimes youve just gotta
let
things
be
Track Name: worth less
no

why am i alive?
whats the point anymore?
cause i i am restless
and senseless
i feel useless
fucking worthless
so why?
why do i lie?
why do i cry?
why do i even try?
and again,
why am i
alive?
could you tell me,
just whats the fucking
point?

im a whiner
im a faker
im an idiotic lazy risk taker
im a stupid drug abuser
ive got no money
im a loser

and im worth less
you all me feel worthless
why am i so fucking worthless?
what makes me
WORTH
LESS?

fuck...
Track Name: forget it
will these words serve a purpose
or will i just waste my breath?
am i living for the moment or
just counting down my death?
cause i feel angry and tired
from losing all these friends
i know this isnt the beginning
but im hoping that this isnt the
end of everything that i believe
oh cause i feel broken from
all the shitty things that ive seen

so i sing la da da da da
la da da da da da da
la da da da da da da
la da da da da da da
and it goes
la da da da da
la da da da da da da
oh no

cause ive seen
people ive cared for
just turn to enemies
and so called friends
who wrong me leave
me with fucked memories
and ive seen people
i know just die
from substance and
ive seen people i love
give themselves up
for nonsense and

i dont get it
ill never get it but i wont forget it
and
youll never get it so just forget it
so just
forget it
Track Name: again
but why does it always have
to be this way every night?
cause i just want to move past this all
cause i dont really wanna fight
anymore

cause i
just want to be
together
forever
and ever
cause i
cant see you with
a broken heart
or spirit no
not ever
no never

again
again
again
again
it all happens all over
again

but you and me both know
we have so much potential
to be better
but you and me are gonna
have to learn to get along
and work this all out
if we want
to be

be together
forever
and ever
cause we wont ever
have a broken heart
or spirit no
not ever
no never
again
Track Name: as it may
you have my heart
you have my soul
you have my body
you have my thoughts
so take me away
take me as far
away as you can
from here
just give me
your hand and
i swear to god
ill help you
through anything
and i mean anything

but dont you ever leave me alone
dont you dare ever leave me alone

cause
with//out
YOU
ID
C
R
U
M
B
L
E
TO
P I E C E S