1. |
Failure
01:51
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I feel like a failure
Cause all I do is whine
And I've known it forever
I'm a waste of all your time
Tell me what's the point in living
When every day is pain?
Will I ever be forgiven
and feel normal again?
Or am I cursed to endure
All Of The Worst?
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2. |
When You Ask Me To Leave
02:33
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Sometimes I just can't take it so
Sometimes I just have to fake it
I know
That you get
So lonely
When I leave and
That's why
I get so upset
When you ask me to
Leave
Cause I don't wanna leave
You know that
You know that I've done
All that I thought I've could
Yeah I've done all I could for you
But would you still love me
through all my flaws?
Or do you just wanna
break it off?
Break me
In two
Cause
I know
That you get
So lonely
When I leave and
That's why
I get so upset
When you ask me to
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3. |
Wasted Potential
02:58
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I've noticed that
I'm a waste of
Potential
You've known it
In the back of your
Head
I don't wanna
Know the truth
Knowing that
It might
Destroy you
Which would
Destroy me
Don't destroy me
Just forgive me
Wasted
Potential
Just wasted
Potential
It's all wasted
Potential
My wasted
Potential
I don't wanna know
The fucking truth
Knowing that
It might
Destroy you
Which would
Destroy me
Don't destroy me
Just forgive me
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4. |
Out Of Place
01:47
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I've never felt more alone then
When you leave me at home and
You just go on your own for the
Whole day
I've never been more aware then
When you just sit and stare at
My face
Like I'm out of place
I'm always out of place
I'm out of place
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5. |
Losing Friends
01:36
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I know that losing friends
Always ends up bad
Wish I had a better relationship
With my mom and my dad
Know that I'll do my best
As long as I do try
Hope I make a difference in life
Before I die
Or
I'll scream no
There's too much weight
On my shoulders
(voicemail-58)
Joe Clancy ~
"Yo we're fucking full grown adults like
You're like 24 years old now
Like point
Like you need to change your voicemail
Like and I just wanted leave you a voicemail
To let you know that and
I dont even know if you check it but
I love you and call me back
Alright bye."
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6. |
Strife
01:37
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I've spent most of my days
At war with myself
Stuck choosing between
Acquiring wealth and
My mental health
Where in order to live
It comes at a cost
But I don't wanna pay up
My time that will be lost
I'm sick
I'm sick of losing moments
With loved ones
And my family members
While I've been losing it all
Since I can ever remember
It's caused me
The deepest regret of mine
Where I'm unable to tell them
I love you
That one more time
And it's left me to wallow
In years full of sorrow
Because I know there's no hope
For a better tomorrow
So I spend most of my days
In strife with my head
A life I'm forced to keep living
When I'm better off dead
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7. |
Existential
02:55
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I hate this existence
In the back of my mind
And I'm filled with resistance
Since the choice was not mine
Well can't you hear me crying?
I'm crying out for help
Cause I just don't wanna suffer
Any more in this hell
This is a crisis
I'm fighting
With my vices
And I know
I won't survive this
I guess that's
Just what life is
Cause I hate getting older
I don't wanna be here
When my soul just grows colder
With each passing year
The people I love are dying
There's not a thing I can do
I feel like I should just end it
But maybe I'll see it through
This is a crisis
I'm fighting
With my vices
And I know
I won't survive this
I guess that's
Just what life is
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8. |
How This All Ends
03:11
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Everything in life seems like
It's just a construct
And everything ends up bad for me
Cause my life sucks
And everyone wants to blame it all
On my conduct
But it's really just cause I have
The fucking worst luck
And I don't know if it's
How I've been treated
But I just feel so defeated
I feel so defeated
I'm mentally beaten
My stabilitiy is fleeting
I don't know what to believe in
Cause
I feel so defeated
I'm just mentally beaten
My stabilitiy is fleeting
I don't know what to believe in
Anymore
I just wanna know
How this all ends
Are we remembered
or forgotten?
I just wanna know
How this all ends
Are we remembered
or just forgotten?
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9. |
Broken
05:43
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I've been working hard
On trying to get mine
But it just keeps breaking
And breaking
And breaking every time
And I'm sorry I'm stubborn
But I get so frustrated
And I'm sorry that some days
That I get so angry but
I just can't take it
Oh no
And will you be the person
that finally saves me from
who I once was?
And will you be the person
who finally puts me in
my place?
Yeah will you be the cause?
Yeah
will you
be my
cause?
So I guess that I
That I'll keep on smoking
Cause it helps me to feel like
I'm getting closer to the end
Well haven't you noticed
I've been losing it lately
when all that I have needed
is just a friend?
Oh no
I don't think I can stand this
For very much longer
Cause I've tried to get better
But I can't get stronger
I'm just way over tired
And way under paid
But dont try to help me
Cause
I
Can't
Be
Saved
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Justin Jarmacz Syracuse, New York
I write and produce all of this music myself. It's my favorite thing to do.
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